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Tuesday, January 26, 2010, 9:22 PM
Vacant
Hurting inside, as if someone has been strangling me
as if i'm suffocating
what i've known, what i've been taught all along
what i've been trying to adapt to all along
Gone.
Helpless, Emotionless.
Wanted to turn to somebody
but ended up realising that everyone's busy with their stuffs
everyone thought i was so strong to face it
thought i didn't care
thought i wouldn't mind
But no.
You left scars in my heart
It healed on the surface, but it would never be gone
Uncontrollably, i stayed away from the crowd
fearing everyone and everything
&you won't understand, nobody will.
i cried myself to sleep, only to wake up an hour later to face a new day
acting as if nothing had happened, pushing everything backwards
right deep into where i can't feel or see
but i know it's still inside.
just that i won't have to face it for that instant.
Alrightos, busy dayyyyy
went to celebrate ahgong's birthday on the 24th.
headed to get cake plus ballooonnnn
my birthday also not so good can):
anw, had sushi
so sick of 2 items now
1st, Peppermint Chocolate Chips Icecream
2nd, Sushi
&ohhh
Here are my 12 choices:
INTERNATIONAL BUSINESS
BUSINESS STUDIES
BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION
BUSINESS & SOCIAL ENTERPRISE
HOTEL & LEISURE FACILITIES MANAGEMENT
PERFUMERY AND COSMETIC SCIENCE
VETERINARY BIOSCIENCE
REAL ESTATE BUSINESS
ARTS BUSINESS MANAGEMENT
LANDSCAPE ARCHITECTURE
APPLIED CHEMISTRY WITH PHARMACEUTICAL SCIENCE
INTERIOR DESIGN
&i just realise something;
i didn't filled up all my 12 choices, meaning.
i left out a few
so this is what i supposeee to put
but i put lesss
how stupid can i get):
anw, have to go sleepppp soon
cause i just got reprimanded nowdays
lack of sleep = bad tempered
sorry if i've flared up for nothing
esp T, D:
wanted to learn D&M&J&I
Too many things, too little time.
stuck on autumn's concerto ep 16, hi my sweetheart ep 11
D:
xxx xxx xxx
A few high points to cheer myself up:
meeting marzie on weekends:D
going fep with Bbei this week:D
Signing up for D&M:D
Settled the spree stuffs already:D
New year reaching sooooooooon:D